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the epiphany

Not me.  Oh my, I did not write here for many days. Yesterday was Aidiladha. It was suck as always. I actively avoided social media so I didn't feel bad for myself. Not sure why I felt bad, maybe I'd had enough with all this MCOs. I read about backpacking in Turkey, day dreaming about my prince charming and watched Free Solo on Disney Plus. I loved that documentary, made my heart skipped a beat. So, not bad for a sucky day. Also, there was no firecrackers, thank God. This morning I had an epiphany as I cleaned my room. I took out my violin; I was thinking about practicing again because I am having 1 week leave. Then I thought, why I took violin to play? It's not the easiest instrument and I don't have any teacher to teach me much more. I can play, but then I always stop practicing, then I went back to square one. Like a cycle. It's been more than 10 years since I bought my violin (since 2008). Then I thought why do I always choose a hard subject to learn? I learnt G...