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Maiden in distress

Who said I've forgotten this little page of mine?

Actually, no one 😐

And yes, I am in financial trouble.

I actually have to pay a big sum of money which sadly, I do not have right now.

Was hoping mom's help, but well.

We are not rich family. So, I have to think of something or someone else to provide help.

To be honest, I am quite stuck because I see no way out of this situation.

What a sad start of a new year.

A year of big hopes and dreams.

And I only have a month before departing for Japan.

Sigh...

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